Archive for the ''I'' Category

. . . resign.

June 12, 2008 in 'I', Kierkegaard

The Knight– I’ve been in fear lately.  That this world I live in has fulfilled my humblest desires.  Nothing can satisfy when everything is already fulfilled.  As I watch the people, moving their own ways, I watch someone a little more or less like me.  We move without, at least, a thought.  Not a thought [...]

In’n Out of It.

May 17, 2008 in 'I'

This is precisely my understainding, that the ‘I’ was sheered in two, before I knew it.  Everything, that is, for this ‘I’ is doubled.  It’s not that there is simply two sides to everything, no, what I mean, is that everything is doubled.   There are two repetitions, there is the outward and inward pull, [...]

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    • Cynicism and Opportunism
      Cynicism and opportunism, that's where it's ended up, W. says. We're all cynical, and we're all opportunists. The rules of the game, which we're all obliged to play, are artificial. Nothing means anything - we all know that. The rules...
    • Last Exit to Bovissands
      Our last visit to Turnchapel. Our last wander up Jennycliff. Up - to the bunker and the empty gun sockets - and then down, along the backs of the cottages, towards the path to Bovissands. Our last trip there, too,...
    • The Bus to Hell
      We're upstairs on a bus hurtling through the countryside. Branches crash against the windows. Where are we heading?, W. wonders. Why did I want to get on this bus, which is the opposite of the bus which takes us from...
    • Great Questions
      In the depths of the night, lying awake while the world is asleep, W. asks himself the great questions. Why did it all begin? Why, anything at all? It's the fact of existence that confounds him, as it has confounded...
    • Karma
      W.'s overwhelmed by work, he says, broken by it, by the prospect of it. 'Another day full of dread', he says to himself, as soon as he arrives in his office. Then he emails me: 'Another day full of dread'!...
    • Vomiting
      Sometimes, W. feels a terrible sickness, he says. He wants to vomit it all up - and not just everything he's eaten, everything he's drunk. Everything: his whole life, all that he is, his past, his present. To expel it....
    • Dereliction
      Sometimes W. wants to send up a great cry of dereliction. Not his dereliction, he says, but dereliction in general. Abandonment. Who has abandoned us? Who has left us behind? In truth, we left ourselves behind. We deserted our duties,...
    • I Don't Understand
      The 80s are coming back, we agree with the taxi driver as we are driven out from Liverpool Station. It's going to be terrible. W. lived in Liverpool in the 80s, W. says. He knows what it was like here....
    • Array
      For some time now I have given some thought to opening a film school. But if I did start one up you would only be allowed to fill out an application form after you had traveled alone on foot, let's...
    • Detachment
      God, your flat is filthy, W. says. You don't have any idea how to clean up, do you? W. suspects it's a Brahminical thing. I don't want to do any menial labour! I don't want to clean! Detachment, that's what...

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